Wednesday, September 28, 2011

so not

I'm so not good at doing this. A terrible day. Using other's fault to punish myself, how ironic.
Now just crying when watching Bridesmaid? And w/ stomachache? Holy...This poor girl just made me feel bad for myself, like seeing myself from a mirror. What else, yea, no one to even talk about this sh*t, either w/ msn no response, or keep talking about sth totally nonsense. Oh too bad I don't even like drinking, no way to let myself pass away and forget about what'd happened.

I pray this would never happen again. Calm down and focus, this will be over soon.

3 comments:

  1. too bad... i can't help thinking what happened to you when i'm sleeping. give me a call anytime when you need someone to talk to.. at least i'm trying to be a helpful friend, and i care about you.

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  2. hug hug hug :)
    Let me know if you want to someone to talk to
    I will be there for you

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  3. cmft...shit happens sometimes. keep looking forward

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